I have been thinking about loneliness for quite some time. You would think that this would exist in opposition to witnessing - if we are lonely, we are likely not witnessed, or incapable or unable to witness an event or moment with other people.
Olivia Laing wrote, "loneliness, I began to realize, was a populated place." So there is a "we" in loneliness. I just don't know where to place it yet, or maybe more accurately, where it has already been placed in relation to me. To us?
Toni Morrison writes, "to witness is to carry what others cannot bear even when it threatens to consume you."
It has consumed me.
- Dima Mikhayel Matta, Lately we've been lonely